Difer life and lies
♣ Rachael Achael Chael. I love carrots
I hate cats and dogs cause they always scares me.
If studying is important, I am doing it.
I am a Cheerleader of Denvers All Stars
Was from secondary team, Cheerdiac Groovers
I am a buddhist & a taoist
I like clouds & stars as they seemed to be speaking to me all the time
It's easy to smile in disbelief , just to impress the one trying to
I believe independance is the key to living
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Hello i am a girl Named RachaelWong.
I Like to be poetic
I have a migrain and nightblind and low-blood (?)
I must have ethanol to survive the night
EVERYDAY, I AM CLOSER TO MY DEATH
I Think i got brain cancer
I am a Cheerleader, CheerdiacGroovers. CURRENT : DENVERS !
I might be retarded at times, but i am humourous ( i think ).
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I am studying for my O'levels
I like to talk to myself
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Saturday, December 12, 2009 @ 10:08 AM
Bishan to meet Dinghan, went town , heeren, 313, fareast, paragon, & galleria , taka. Pratically the whole town, seriously ! we did not manage to really sit down , & i was wearing a 4inch heels. @%&^*$^%@$#!~#%^% then we headed to novena, square 1 & 2, Homed. Sorry dinghan, wasn't able to pass you the Lv bag. I promise, i'd pass you by this weekend or so :D Same to the ipod , & the shoe. Didnt even get to buy anything, but at least, I ATE !:D
I cabbed all the way from bishan to redhill. Bought carlsberg from 7-11 for god-daddy. ( which was a mistake for guinness was the only beer he drinks ) :( Just got home now .
It's gonna be wordy now.
I really swear that i wished for you to be right next to me. we're so close, but gaps between us were such broad, i can't even reach you. It's our 3rd month today & you were like .......... Like nothing ! Shit you, i really dread to leave you , for only being able to see you once a week. This time more Hiong, 1 week after then can meet. I was like " happy 3rd month, meeting me today ?" You were like : " i'm working " It's okay, but you should have at least wish me back ! But well, first expression of yours was " oi, why your face so black ?" I : *shake head, lift my eyebrows * You : say la, why so black ? I : NOTHING LA ! *then turn off & teared*
Can you be more human-like ? I can sense your non-welcomed expression sneaking out from your face. I know i'm not belonging here, cause i dont feel anyone welcoming me. Everyone was like * look, stare, go * WHAT DID I DO WRONG, I SWEAR, I OFFENDED YOU ALL NOTHING, the last meet up was me buying cake over for C. was that even wrong ?
I was stoned, i cant do anything, but you dont seem to notice me at all, i even noticed the grim that you gave me which you didnt want to show, but i caught it, I dont even know what you're trying to imply ! We ate at some railway station, i was darn hunngry, but you turned my appetite down. You made me just wanna look at you instead of eating, cause i can feel the bloat even looking at you. you were hinting me of something, which i gave no care to at all. i walked off . How does it feel ? I feel no existing traces of my footstep at all in your eyes, talk less about your heart. I guess i meant nothing to you. I were crying on the phone a moment ago with you. You went on talking & talking about how lethargic you were & your schedule for tomorrow. & asking if i wanna meet you tomorrow @ Steven's Should i even go ? cause i dont belong @ all. I swear i got the answer for me being an obstruction. I caught afew glimse of you looking @ her in some ways, think i'm over-reacting or am i really over-my-limits. I've never been this way before, even gordon couldn't manage to break my heart this deep to an extend which i dont even wanna know you . What to do now that i've seen the other side of you ? Who'll i spent this christmas with ?
