Rachael W.

HELLO IDIOTS

2010-05-30T03:00:00.000-07:00

I got a new link now, THIS BLOG LINK IS RETARDED, SERIOUSLY !
I CREATED IT WHEN I WAS IN SECONDARY1 !!!!!!!!!!!
I WOULDN'T DELETE THE STUFF HERE, BUT WILL BE POSTING BLOG LINKS IN THE NEW BLOG!

Http://RachaelAchaelChael.blogspot.com

TAG TAG TAG NEW LINK (:

Miserable @ best

2010-05-28T07:20:00.000-07:00

I thought i was being prioritized for having the superiority in your heart.
I was wrong
I was glancing @ you. Little did i know for that 10times i glanced, 6times you were looking at her & 4 times you were just beside her ! [Fucking Bitch]

You know, i felt that she was rather fortunate although we ( seriously there's a lot ) are in your torturing pain. Compared to the times when I'm really with you, I swore the difference between me and her. Well, how do i put it in words ... She was OPENLY IN LOVE WITH YOU. Whilst i must hide for 3Months & 30 Painful Days. She might not be with you yet, But " might not " takes up only 1 out of 100%
Everyone around was saying : " Eh, Louis like got girlfriend already ah ! That girl quite pretty sia !"
Auntie whom knew him well said : " Impossible, he have high eyesight, heard that the girl has a car, maybe that's what he is after "
My mum : " What are you going to do next ? "
ME (mumbling) " FUCK YOU ALL !"
Seriously, i don't want to know that
you + that girl = together !
I held on my tears, on and on from 11am till 6pm.
Finally, i shattered my pieces. I had no fucking appetite to fucking eat your fucking food , FUCKING BITCH ! Hence, i ate nothing but 3mouth of fried beehoon for the whole fucking entire day and i had this fucking menstrual cramp causing me to blackout in the scorching sun for more than 20times .
I thought a lot, i thought if... Only if... I had not ever been with you , would i be holding on for so long ?

I knew too much... REALLY TOO MUCH !
About you knowing jane @ NEC , then you guys were together ... & then ...

YOU + JANE HAD NOT HAD A BREAK UP AT ALL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Then i came to realize, yes, i might be the one whom threw myself to you.
And then, i came to the conclusion of reality that the fucking same bracelet i saw with my own eyes which is on her hand is also from you( which you denied ) Obviously i took mine out from my hands .

May i meet you tomorrow , Please, Just give me 5SECONDS of your time !

Words cant put all of what i wanted to say . Shall end here.
Goodbye, Stranger.

Everysecond passes by, I'm nearer to my deathbed

2010-05-15T23:46:00.000-07:00

Cherish life, people.
I'm a very very very good grandaughter now as i am giving frequent visits to my grandmother ! ehehe. Even bringing her out to eat etc !
I MISS CHOI CHUNYUAN, BRYAN ONG !!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANT TO EAT THAILAKSA AND HAAGENDAZ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!):
Friday, mahjong ! Tomorrow gonna stay back until 7pm for extra studyyyyy !(:
GoodGirlllllllllllllllllllll ^^
I hate you fugging bitch, son of a whore ! (ltltltlt) Not laytin , Is lo....tay.
^^
Hangovers. Drank continuous cups after cups of beeeeer !):
WhiskeyBar, No No No !

Time had passed , for life is gone

2010-05-14T21:57:00.000-07:00

Time had passed for the life is gone.
Replicating the events that had been happening, still, Life could not be satisfying enough for me and you.
Humans had always wanted more more and more.
They could never get enough and they would not know, what is enough and what is not.
Having the resiliance and perseverance to be independant is what a person must encounter in life. You must have the courage to stand up for yourself.
For me, Even if i do so, I want more , more and more.
I want to be better than being independant, I want to be better than perseverance.
I want to be the one always standing, I want to be better than an atom.
I want....... I want........ INDEPENDANCE !

2010-04-30T03:06:00.000-07:00

Hey, LOUIS TAY, I FUCKING HOPE YOU READS THIS AND WEEP IN TEARS !
I KNOW YOU GAVE IT TO HER, I KNOW IT WAS YOU, CAUSE IT'S THE FUCKING SAME FUCKING BRACELET YOU GAVE ME, YOU BITCH. ITS JUST WITH AN EXTRA EXTENTION ! YEA, AND I WOULD CRY MY FUCKING EYE BALLS OUT JUST BECAUSE OF THIS, IT WAS THE BEST FUCKING MEMORY YOU HAD EVER GIVEN ME, WHEN YOU WANTED TO SURPRISE ME AND GAVE IT TO BE AS A BIRTHDAY GIFT, THANKS BITCH, I WILL FUCKING REMEMBER IT !

are you trying to feign deny ?
LOOK AT THIS, YOU FUCKING SON OF A WHORE. YOU'RE A FUCKING BITCH, I WILL FUCKING REMEMBER THIS FUCKING GREAT MEMORY FOR THE REST OF MY FUCKING FUCKED UP LIFE.
FUCKING WHORE, FUCKING WHORE, FUCKING WHORE.
DONT TELL ME YOU DIDNT GAVE IT TO HER, IT WOULD NICELY REPLICATE MINE, YOU BITCH.
I WONDER HOW MANY BRACELET DID YOU GAVE OUT ALREADY, 5 ? 10 ? FOR FUCKING FORGET HOW MANY ALR ?!
I FUCKING DONT KNOW WHAT MISTAKES I DID FOR MY PAST LIFE, YOU FUCKING BITCH. YOU CALLED, 2 WEEKS AGO, TO WANT ME BACK, & NOW WHAT ?! IT WAS POSTED YESTERDAY, AND YOU WERE FASTER THAN A CHEETAH COULD RUN. FUCK YOU BACK.

You readers are my judge,
You can see, how an coicidence could this girl happened to have a (dear dear) to buy her a fucking bracelet which is so similiar.

DOES THIS, MY HAND, WITH THE FUCKING BRACELET,

LOOK SIMILIAR TO THIS ?
& SHE POSTED (THANKS DEAR DEAR, I LOVED THIS BRACELET)

WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS ?! I CRIED HOURS AND HOURS FOR THIS BACK, FOR THIS FUCKING BRACELET BACK, AND THIS IS WHAT I GOT BACK ?!
IM REALLY TIRED,
its time to stop.

I will get my fucking revenge !

2010-04-28T20:27:00.001-07:00

Hello, Bits & pieces of Human-Like people !
I am currently watching Jiu Xiang Lai Zhe Ni.
I cried like dog, Thanks to everyone whom said it was funny, I cried.
Well, I have been a fan of f4 (the chinese version-main version) For fucking 10years !
I still love my hubbbbbbbby, Y.CX! Hehe.
I am bored, I will twit like a bitch.
Hiiesx iiexsx iie ammesxs a biitchhsxs annd Iiie liikee twiitingsxs worrhss !
HAHAHAH, FUCK THIS CRAP ! ('.')
Lost to Rayland (1points) & Yihuai in billiard (7points) & we were playing level !!!!
Hate ittttttttt.
I didnt attend school today cause i didnt on my alarm !
Soooooo, I am bored, will post some overdue pictures now (:

Mummy Birthday Celebration & Alibaba

2010-04-24T22:35:00.000-07:00

These are pictures of my mum's bday celebration, I know its large ): Sorry. Hahaha.
I didnt noticed until i clicked the preview. Haha
I BEAT KELVIN & ALEX IN BILLIARD ! _l_ LEVEL OKAY ! ('.')
I normally hate this icon, But, (Y) hahaha, I was told it was a heart.
I won kelvin's $4 In blackjack. Haha, then i spent it all on cigg !
Yesterday, Saw ahboy uncle (father friend) @ champ. So we kept talking and talking.
haha, Happy birthday , Lao ma. You super act cute. She asked me not to upload the pics caused she thinks that she's fat & all. But she left out that, SHE'S SHORT.
hahaha, I swear, she's about 148cm ! or even shorter ! Hahahha.

Played texas poker at champion w. Bryan Ong, Choi ChunYuan, DouglasWong, Haijie, Leonard Lim !
We bet our phones, wallets, HOUSE (Key) , Tissues (Inside joke), Cards, Cars (InitialD cards ), Credit cards, AND LEONARD BET HIS ARMANI EXCHANGE BELT ! HE LOST EVERYTHING, YET, HE HAD TO STRIP ! HAHAHA .
HERE'S A PICTURE OF OUR ALL IN !

Happy Birthday mummy !

2010-04-23T00:37:00.001-07:00

( I need not post her twin's picture cause they looked the same , haha )
If you guys do not know, It's my mum's birthday ! (& her twin too)
IT'S THE 23RD OF APRIL ! AND IM SO TIRED !
Let's not talk crap, get to the point..... here we go.
It's my mum's birthday today. Hope she gets Taller and happier & healthier day by day !(3wishes for her)
I'll be celebrating her birthday in surprise with her twinsister & her daughter !
So there'll be four of us,(hopefully my brother and dad will make it, busy people -.-) heading to town for a movie then dinner at sushi tei hopefully i am able to reserve a table . Cause it's full house & no reservation on fridays, saturdays and sundays if it's full _l_. So, I'll be going to bring them for massage and the fish spa ( fish eat leg spa ). HAHA !
I'm such a good daughter today, I've packed the whole house , so she dont complaint that she's tired and wants to move to a smaller flat cause i used to stay in a flat 2 times bigger than the current. She doesn't want to clean, so we shifted here ):
Well, Hopefully she dont complaint that she's tired, so i can bring her out !
HAHA, im so looking forward, gonna buy her a surprise cake with her twin's daughter ! Haha, Will upload photo once im back. ('.')

Sarang, Lee taemin !

2010-04-21T02:57:00.000-07:00

AnnyongHaseyo. Ottoshimnikka ?
I'm having mild-depression. Will be following up on my Psychologist soon.
I'm sick and tired of everything now.
You know, Im living quite a happy life now , i get all the freedom i want, i get all the happiness by myself and I am sooooo good at living alone with 4walls facing me !
Im still young though, I can always Wait till im older, I would like to travel out, Explore the world, Watch great sceneries And most importantly, Watch the most natured parts of the earth.
Waves washes creates great music.
I really would like to stay happier. Please be happy !^^
I want things to stop where they are i dont want the earth to melt during global warming.

♥LEE TAEMIN & ♥ KIM KIBUM

2010-04-13T06:36:00.000-07:00

AnnYong Haseyo !
It's been a fun month for me, Drinking, Quality time with family (Chalet), Bike Roundings, Karaoke , Shopping, Studying, Billiard & Pool.
Please, dont come back to me, Not now, my dear.
I'd wish for your comeback, But i can't stay.
I'd love to stay but i'd hated to hide !
I have to go marina squareee !:O
Who wanna acc me ?

Expired Pictures

2010-03-28T05:46:00.000-07:00

Annyonghaseyo Ottoshimnikka.

2010-03-27T23:28:00.000-07:00

Annyong hashimnikka ,Ch'oum peopgetsumnida.
Nanuen Mianhaeyo, laytin. : Baega apayo, Baega Apayo, Jeongsonghamnida, Jiuda Moki Apayo. ttaemune bokjaphaeyo. Miannida.

Meorireul yeomsaek hae juseyo !

SAMGYEOPSAL-GUI INNAYO ?

Baega Apayo, Baega Apayo

Cheerleading Performance @ Temasek Poly

2010-03-24T01:42:00.000-07:00

MOKI APAYO.
Had cheerleading performance today @ temasek poly. All the guys were NERDS !
None of them looked pleasent to me.
Moki Apayo ( I kept saying this right ?)
I dont know why, but i think my teeth grew longer ! Yayyyyyy !:]

The old GROOVERS, the new DENVERS !

I am naive, i apply makeup to school ? HAHA

Can you see my face ?

I LIKE THIS FACE OF HERS. :X

The amount of sweat they put in.

The rest, i gotta be honest, im lazy to upload. hahaaaa
Bye, fuckers.

MOKI APAYO !

2010-03-23T03:17:00.000-07:00

Annyong Haseyoo !
Naneun Jeungohaeyo Dangineul. Naneun Silmangiyeyo haeyo.
Urin seoro cheonnune banhasseoyo, uri heeojyeosseo.

MOKI APAYO. :(

Cheer competition

2010-03-20T05:10:00.001-07:00

So what if we didnt get top 3 ?
Competing with singapore's best cheerleading team : POWER.
Magnum Force, Rexas, Gusto, Aces .
The not so power is mgs, WONDER WHY THEY CRIED ?
we had fun, yea, groovers ?

Wanna see something coooooooooool ?

Yihuai's kivage.

Flys are time

2010-03-07T22:23:00.000-08:00

Yellow plus red : green ?
FUCK YOU LAAAA.
Douglas wong working at champion ah ? Wahhhhhhh , handsome !
My brother work : Lousy .
He hates L.T. Haha, funny sia.
Everthing i typed has no link siaaaaa.
I like tomatoes, juicy and red.
Just like Rachael after marrtiaaooo vsop.
Haha, Leonard cb sia, dont want play billiard with me.
(SERENE WITH JOHAN SIA, CB !
*disgusting* F&T !!!!!!!)
<< This one got link.
Okay, champion cues like banana ! Knn.
Flowers scents like lemon.
I WANT TO SMOKE SIA !
i just ate bread pan, nice .
Boring sia, later go where ?
SERIOUSLY, I WANT TO SMOKE.

Happy birthday, Dad !

2010-03-04T22:46:00.001-08:00

Daddy Wong's conversation with Daughter Wong.
Me : Happy birthday , Dad ! Happy birthday to you happy birthday to you, happy birthday to daddy, happy birthday to you.
dad : Thnks ( fuck , you cant spell thanks properly ! Cb, dao kia !)
Me : So, what do you want for a present ? ( please say nothing !)
Dad : Rolex, lv bag. ( Fuck you !)
Me : okay, i'll go and rob the bank ! (SARCASTIC)
Dad : Okay, call me after you rob, becareful ( Fuck you, cant you see my sarcasm ?)
Me : Okay, i robbed the bank, phew, didnt get caught . ( still acting)
Dad : Wow , good. i want lv bag and rolex.
Me : Fuck you.

Hello, drunkards

2010-02-18T23:40:00.001-08:00

Happy new year, folks !
Pictures ? want ?
want ?
want ?
Okay la, BEG ME LA !
kidding
Firstly, i want to let you guys see my knn, dog face.

Taaaadaaa ! This red lobster is tipsy

My mum's pose is sexy

Cheers !

Features

This tipsy, Lunar @ clarke quay

Chivas

Lunar

Botak !!

Out to shop alone

Chivas regal

Features : Yirong

TIME FOR SOME GUESSING : What're they doing ?

Oh my god, are they kissing ?

Noooo, they're plucking mustacheeee !

Pictures, Snap !

2010-02-10T03:39:00.000-08:00

Pictures, snap snap
Long since a picture ?
miss my cute ( acting ) face right ?
HahHAHAHAHAHA
okay laaa, i show you my face.
Meeeeeeeeeeeee.

Huangsheng.

Pimplessss

Acting cute , I'm such a marther farker
This is an act cute face, feel like punching it ? ( feel free )

She's white, claraaaa

VERONNAAAAAA, YOU POWERRRRRR.

This is my vice-principal. she wants to kick me out of school.

Guess what ? I dont even know who's this teacher. Took photos with her randomly, so she dont get jealous. Haha ( fake )

Longgggg longggg ago

Effecttazzzzzz

Imodelling's effect

i love the effect. Vrooom

Omg, i love this piccckkkkazzzzz

You see, i act pretty.

Hell low.

2010-02-08T18:11:00.000-08:00

Hell low,
It's been decades since my last post,
Sooooooo, Im in class now, having english lessons.
Gonna have cheerleading until 6pm in school. the weather's sooooo damn hot , It's scalding my skin.
I didnt manage to get my levi's jeans last night but i swear im gonna slim down and wear it. #442 levis, 25. It's cheap, 129$
But the want i wanted costed $169. Bombbbbbbbbb's heavy.
Spending money like free flow water tap. I got to control my spendings now, before i totally regret, Saving 690$ With huangsheng for, our own reasons.
Haha ! I'm so tired. James yoreilaa (however its spelt) Is a power Machine gun !
No one can shoot better .
This post is boring, read if you want to.
I hate cats , i am animalist & racist. Haha !
Bye little fishy ! Kiss my ass.

I study the future, while you, Enjoy studying the past.
Will post again later at 1.45pm when i come back for d&t lessons.
Hungry stomach.
It's hard to forget, but my love for you is inevitable.
I'll stay strong but it wont be long.
I love Douglas Wong's jokes !
Fishes, YOU'RE BREATHING IN AIR , WITHOUT WATER !

School

2010-01-25T22:52:00.000-08:00

I'm in school, doing my D&T project now.
Boring, me, Fucking + Boring = Life. Sooooooo, i am gg to die cause i'm so stressed.
So much homework to catch up with, Principle of Accounts, Mathematics, Chinese, Chemistry, Physics, Social Studies And Geography !!!!!!!
I'm soooooo cold now, Aircon power 16 Degrees. Haha !
Hands freezing cold .
Gonna catch up with Bongjiajia very soon ! This saturday, Fresh Spring, going ?
Brother wong , want go ?

So long after , I decided, Maybe i can really live without you though. I'm Independant & gonna stay that way. Maybe, you could live better now. I wish you could. Please be Happier. Can i fully let go ? I miss you. But its so far from reality. Cause i know, we'd not be together again. Even if we could, Things would never be the same ? What for ?
STUDY, BITCH, STUDY, CUNT !!!!!
MUG MY ASS OFF. CAUSE IMMA MUGGERRRR !:>

Schedules

2010-01-21T04:00:00.001-08:00

Today- Met rabbit, timon, jirong, & david and one of their girl-friends.
then met laytin for champion. Guilty , cause open table for underage. Zzz.
Fuck them
( Goddamn, spending my friday at home ! )

Tomorrow - Meeting Trisa ( Cousin ) for Little india, walk walk @ bugis or town, Then beok to meet our mums. Luv.

Sunday - Nothing's happen, GOSH !

Monday- Math remedial, Mother's going down to look for my form teacher for the bracelet, Before my mum sues her, she better give it to me. BITCH, SHE'S A CUNT !YOU KNOW HOW MUCH THIS BRACELET MEANT TO ME , CUNT ?!!?!?!?!?!? YOU TORN MY FUTURE APART & I'LL TEAR YOUR PUSSY FLY. I nearly punched my discipline mistress, being my last year, i forced myself not to.

Tuesday - Cheerleading after school, till 6 or 7

Wednesday - Cheerleading after school, till 6 or 7

Thursday - Mugging

Friday - Chinese

Saturday - Up to my girls.

Very sad - Grievance.

2010-01-21T04:00:00.000-08:00

I am sad. Fml.
Conversing with louis, my heart stopped. I thought for seconds after each stupid reply i sent. Regrets, It's all senses of regrets.
With my mum questioning whether i am sure i dont want to go back to your side, i hestitated , Quite much of abit.
So, i lay down my eyes & flipped the texted again & again. Finally, I concluded to myself, Maybe this should end.
Byebye, Louistay , Byebye.

Skipped cheer yesterday, Angry coach, So Fml.
Daily routine, Saving up hardcore cash for Luxury ! PowerRecords !
My cramps are killing me. Fuck you, pussyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !
As you know, i am super enthusiatic, so i Named myself :" CATWOMAN " Yesterday, rremoved my shoes, hopping from one chair to another, not touching the floor. Hha !
Hilarious. Oh yea, i'm obsessed with this book, Angel's choice by Baratz-logsted.
Book review : it was about a girl, making out with a guy named, Tim O'Mara, Which is some guy she did not liked, Not a bit ! ( to me, she maked out with this guy because he was filled with such anger with Ricky D'Amico flirting with Danny stanton - the guy which Angel[ main character ] is in love for her whole life about ]) The next day, the whole school was talking about their 'making out'. Months after, BAM ... She was pregnant. She decided to keep the baby , Though her parents were still unknown about it. She's going to face the decision she's going to make..
Niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ? I'm gg to watch sister's keeper now.
Kamilah, a WONDERFUL student in my class, was so GENEROUS to NOT lend me her PIRATED DISC caused such anger to me.
I nearly hit her with my fist ( Not that i'm violent ), FOR 2 STUPID PIECES OF PAPER. BITCH. DISGUST ME, GODDAMN !!!!!!!!!!!

Up to date : Update

2010-01-18T06:58:00.001-08:00

This post's filled with vulgarities, cause idw what imma saying.
Blabbering starts here :

Last night : study sessions w/ kengteng & kailing, edmund & joey last minute backed out. Hardcore Mugger.
Thennnnnnn, auntie called, KBOX AH ! so trained to hougang, walk walk walk like dog, oh, finally see kbox(rhymes)
Drink Drank but not drunk. 6cups martell, w/ ice ofcourse. Not the hot to the core type ones. where those hardcore auntie & uncle drank without ice, then they drive. haha ! Okay, hangggggggover.
I walk like dork, some idiot whom gives an fuck off before i puke on you face, but obviously, i didnt puke cause i have nothing to puke . Hehe ( act cute )
Okay, got home, drag drag, sing song for mummy, those songs i shared with louis. Then mummy also sad with me, Then we sing together, drag until 1 plus 2 then sleep. shitty sticky asshole(SICK). Haha, cool.

Today, as usual, smoke to school, scared like dog. (Dork)
Boring days, been in school for 11hours, Hardcore study.
Selection, select what ? select your pussy fly !
Cold, super cold, eric handsome, acc me walk back class after gg to boys toilet w/ them. HAHAHAHA, think twice before you try and think. Nbcb. I am flying.
Stress, i dont even know what imma saying.

Jane lee's a nice girl. Dont let her down. I learnt many things which you said wasnt true , cause i knew much more facts, Haha, what advantage can you get, or i must say, what can you achieve for lying to me ? Making me more devoted than ever ?
BULLSHIT !
Hating too much would have no ending, i'd rather i stay happy, so Screw you. (FML) !

I can't last seconds without thinking

2010-01-11T23:09:00.000-08:00

Didnt attend school, overslept.
Gg gym with meili meili meili later. Yinkee sabina bastard, Bomb me. ):
D&T's theme came out, "Selection" Select what sia ?!!?!?!?
Homework , alot, lazy do.
Slept 16hours today, headache, i very tired sia.
School, school , school, i hate you, keep getting me fined. Shitass.
I didnt attend school, & meili went to school's toilet to look for me. SHE CUTE SIA !

WE WILL NEVER SLAY, CAUSE WE LIVE FAR AWAY, & WE WILL NEVER REST, UNTIL WE'RE FUCKING DEAD.

Note:
Wanjing - Sorry, never go champion with you :>
Bongjiajia- time for meet up man !

I seemed to be your sense of reluctancy.
Bye, 11.01.2010. Happy supposedly 4th month.
I wouldnt need to fake this identity & keep it such a great secret anymore, cause i'm not a liar. I live my life, you live yours, cause we're a barrier. Please dont, dont, appear from my sight and spread salt . I can live freely & fly along with my butterfly now , For i have no reasons why to not spread my wings and fly , Please take me away from here. Who says being single is a failure ? i'm the queen.
As here, i set our farewell.

I dont get you

2010-01-07T03:33:00.000-08:00

School, same , boring, sleep , wakeup , boring , sleep.
What could be more exciting ? Extended school hours , packed up schedule, discipline teachers coming up to ask me to laser my tattoo, Homework, Fine for being late, dog faces. I'm tired now.
AH, i'm soooooooo obsessed with school, WOWWWWW ! (sarcasm)
Heavy symptoms of quitting smoking, water tap nose, free flow.
School's a bore. Cheerleading trainings today , trip to nanyang tomorrow.
I'm breaking down with my tight schedule.
BROTHER WONG, WHEN'RE YOU COMING BACK AH ?! I MISS YOU SIA.
Genting fun anot ? got help me buy cigg ? got buy present ?
Mama's killing me with her , nabei tok gong attitude, can see she missed you too.

Why do you seemed to always turn things around telling me that i'm at fault ?
When you dont know, seriously, dont know, what i'm thinking ? Do you really think i really dont give a fuck damn care to you ?
Yes, you're tired, so so damn tired, what can i do ?
You expect a call from me, i called, you were busy.
You expected a text from me, i texted, you didnt reply.
Am i at fault ?
What aint i good enough about that i dont fit with you, i can change, you says i dont care, are you sure ?
To put things properly, i do care , & i cared alot.
But priority to which study or boyfriend is important, i dare not choose, but do you really understand my heart ? Console my mofu unconvincible by your action's heart.
I cant be your mornings & goodnights, i cant be beside you, it's been about a month since we met. What to do ? Wait ?
You said you'd slot in time for me. Did you ? What happened to 1jan2010's Finding back our love at east coast ? Thrown to the sea ? Or your change of plan to go swimming ? Drown in the pool ? Words always seemed to stuck in my throat, and collide in my heart, My heart would whisper softly, words that i would want to speak.
But all seemed unimportant, being wary about more realism in life, seemed to make myself stuff up in a corner.
Keep myself in angel disguise

Rar rar rar

2010-01-04T22:14:00.000-08:00

I just bought my Samsung Omnia Pro. POWERFUL, DONT KNOW HOW TO USE !
Haha, haolian !
I'M HAVING D&T LESSONS NOW
So boring, safe limbei la.
LIMBEI BROTHER WONG WENT TO GENTING, LIMBEI MISS HIM .
FUCKING MISS HIM. brother wong, sister wong love you. faster come back,
I gg spoil your comp. Gonna eat fridge & gonna sleep in your room, blast your bloody speakers burst, COME BACK ! Are you cold there ? Put on the jacket i passed you, Have you eaten ? Eat meals, no cupnoodles. Playing in the stupid casino , Did you have fun ?
Lessons ends @ 3.30 . Boring. FML !
Shopping, cine, vivo W/ johann . Blahblah.

Lame. Kaihua , handsome. Haha !

I think much , i shouldnt be your mornings & goodnights anymore.
You might not reply me, but your reluctancy turns me off. Even my hamster hates you. FML. I am gonna stop these wishful thinking @ turn them into my sorrows.
GO TO HELL.

Spent My days

2009-12-25T08:41:00.000-08:00

Hello, yellow pandas :>
Rachael want tell you hor, my eye bag really very exagerrating , LIKE BLUE BLACK, it's disgusting. Turns me off. although only 2days, but i'm dying. 39.6degrees fever just died.
SUFFOCATION @ ALCOVA , due to lack of height, i can't breathe. then people around started laughing cause i'm short & i cant breathe, so fuck them. Okay,
Back to the topic. Bloody ALCOVA, I SWEAR, _l_ SUCKKKKKKK!
Waited for hours, then in the end, NONE OF US STEPPED INTO THE DANCEFLOOR. bloody waited for about 4hours @ RAFFLES. then in the end, 3.45 end. So fuck you again.
Haha. we danced at the skybar, where there's a dj there. Ohhhhh, i did a great deed :> Hehe.
Enjoyed with you all bitches. :*
Sorry to the other half. I love you :>
He said he loved me when he was drunk & told me not to be afraid if i were being put into a bag because he wanted me for christmas. Then he forgotten all about it. Cool.
But still, slept at 8.30am , chatted with (G) Till he slept & he was so so drunk. ):
But it seemed like i can only be happy for just a moment before it all fades away, dont it ? Haha. Cool.

The other hand, 13days, yes, texts. Yes !!!!!!!!
But the text just ends. Just like that (.)

No pictures, no mood. SCREW !

Dear police,

2009-12-19T23:36:00.000-08:00

Omg, i'm so afraid of edwin sng right now !
He just verbally threatened me telling me that he wanted to stab me. OMG !!!!!
I'm gonna pee on my pants now.
Saying that he hoped to see me soon for free piercing .
Awwwwww, What a nice guy, Couldnt get hold of a girl's number, then couldnt take joke for being rejected. Then wanted to stab a girl . WHAT A GUY !
I'm really wondering, how lifeless his life is . Omg.
God, save me. I hope the police sees this . Hahahah !
I swear, i'm gonna call the police :> Cause i dont resort to violence & vulgarities ^^ Let's see who's got a problem here.
Bye ^^

Wavehouse @ siloso beach party.

2009-12-19T22:22:00.000-08:00

Wavehouse W/ yinkee, sabina, leefong, yinxiang, xueting, berlin, Ivy, Joleen, Yvonne , Woonyean, Esther ( did i leave out anyone ? )
THE DJ SUCK HARDCORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
They explain the reason to be having some technical problems . zzz
Music was way too soft to be heard. Getting softer & softer after time !
retarded. DJ STANLEY WAS SO MUCH BETTER !
i even got some Dj's sticker named zushan.
They threw some Cd's with signature & hit a poor guy's spectacle & his skin beside his eye, between his nose, torn. Damn sick.
Everyone tried the liquor the organisers fed us . It was awesome and that we could really feel the heat even with one sip ^^
Super lots of handsome angmo !!!!! I like ^^
Hahaha, fake ^^
wavehouse was soooooo much better than st.james on the 17th la ! i swear
We played at the pool & drank some alcohol.
I'm not really happy at what i saw the guys did to my girls. but she really went along with the guy. zzzzzzzz
we self-entertained. something happened to me, which i did not know what. but my girls witnnessed it. i'm still curious what happened to me. was told i gave some scary stare & emotionless face . Thanks girls whom accompanied me to the locker & tolerating me. Credits to Thamleefong, SabinaChia, Esther , Woonyean & the whole lot whom came ! I was better after, Well, Then, we played true or dare after some breakfast & harbourfront. saw Hanling ( my uncle, seriously )
Then went off , cabbed home @ 7.
Slept at 7.40, got woken up by my mum @ 1 for nothing !!!!!!!!!!
!@#@%$^*&(I*&^%$#@!!!!!!!@#$%^&*(&^%$
Oh, yes. & i punched her face.

Vogue party @ St.James PowerHouse

2009-12-17T22:20:00.000-08:00

Mahjong w/ yanqin, xuhua & huangsheng before club.
Went to eat kfc w/ yanqin @ j8.

OFFFFFFFFFF I GOOOOOOOOOOO :>
Met sabina & yinkee @ hub, along with berlin, belle , pearlyn & yinxiang.
Trained to stjames. Met esther, xueting , jeessica & the rest there.
Yinkee's ticket seller pissed the hell out of me off !
Irresponsible. !#$#$^%^*$%$!QE#@
Met a girl called woonyean ( i think ) She's superb matured. looked like 20+ but is 15 only !!!!!!!!
Like a cool only.
Roy irritated me. I wanna punch his bloody face.
Bloody asshole. Cigg long lasting one, seems like it wont finish, then Yinkee !@$#^*&^(%&^#%$#!@#! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Music , to me , sucked quite well. Until when i was leaving, the music was alright. Wasted. But heard from xueting music sucked at the end. Haha.
Gotta return home cause of my god-godfather's probation ):
I sweat like i just bathed and i can't feel my legs. along with jessica and xueting , we kept complaining.
Lay my hats down to yinkee & berlin . I swear, she dance well.
I held a guy's hand by accident , thinking it was yinkee's. DIULIANSXSXSXS
Oh yes, i stepped on 10people's leg with my heel ^^
Drove home. High wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !!!!!!!!!!!!! :>

Sabina did not manage to enter the club, cb bouncer, fuck him man !
Girl, dont worry, We's had lots of fun on wavehouse okay ?

Love you girl !!!!!! :>

2009-12-15T06:00:00.001-08:00

Out w/ laytin.
Fucking clinic not open, how to get medi for him ?
Went to get my bird's nest .
Walkwalk, go here go there, Oh ! we found chair. si we sit down, slack .
For about afew hours, we rot there.
( rhyme right ?)

Haha, okay. then we started our madness. We want to imitate Lil- ahlians :>
We went to the toilet to get our hair done.
& started to kek one smile out.
&.... These were the result.

Laytin Aint at the right state of mind.

Hi, guys do i look like obama ?

Went to funan to get my pay w/ my girls.
Headed to marina square. working tomorrow. BORINGGGGGGGGGGGG !
Byeeeeee

Heartfelt

2009-12-12T10:08:00.000-08:00

Bishan to meet Dinghan, went town , heeren, 313, fareast, paragon, & galleria , taka.
Pratically the whole town, seriously ! we did not manage to really sit down , & i was wearing a 4inch heels. @%&^*$^%@$#!~#%^%
then we headed to novena, square 1 & 2, Homed.
Sorry dinghan, wasn't able to pass you the Lv bag.
I promise, i'd pass you by this weekend or so :D
Same to the ipod , & the shoe.
Didnt even get to buy anything, but at least, I ATE !:D

I cabbed all the way from bishan to redhill.
Bought carlsberg from 7-11 for god-daddy. ( which was a mistake for guinness was the only beer he drinks ) :(
Just got home now .

It's gonna be wordy now.

I really swear that i wished for you to be right next to me.
we're so close, but gaps between us were such broad, i can't even reach you.
It's our 3rd month today & you were like .......... Like nothing !
Shit you, i really dread to leave you , for only being able to see you once a week. This time more Hiong, 1 week after then can meet.
I was like " happy 3rd month, meeting me today ?"
You were like : " i'm working "
It's okay, but you should have at least wish me back !
But well, first expression of yours was " oi, why your face so black ?"
I : *shake head, lift my eyebrows *
You : say la, why so black ?
I : NOTHING LA ! *then turn off & teared*

Can you be more human-like ?
I can sense your non-welcomed expression sneaking out from your face.
I know i'm not belonging here, cause i dont feel anyone welcoming me.
Everyone was like * look, stare, go *
WHAT DID I DO WRONG, I SWEAR, I OFFENDED YOU ALL NOTHING, the last meet up was me buying cake over for C. was that even wrong ?

I was stoned, i cant do anything, but you dont seem to notice me at all, i even noticed the grim that you gave me which you didnt want to show, but i caught it,
I dont even know what you're trying to imply !
We ate at some railway station, i was darn hunngry, but you turned my appetite down.
You made me just wanna look at you instead of eating, cause i can feel the bloat even looking at you.
you were hinting me of something, which i gave no care to at all. i walked off . How does it feel ? I feel no existing traces of my footstep at all in your eyes, talk less about your heart.
I guess i meant nothing to you.
I were crying on the phone a moment ago with you.
You went on talking & talking about how lethargic you were & your schedule for tomorrow. & asking if i wanna meet you tomorrow @ Steven's
Should i even go ? cause i dont belong @ all.
I swear i got the answer for me being an obstruction.
I caught afew glimse of you looking @ her in some ways, think i'm over-reacting or am i really over-my-limits.
I've never been this way before, even gordon couldn't manage to break my heart this deep to an extend which i dont even wanna know you .
What to do now that i've seen the other side of you ?
Who'll i spent this christmas with ?

Let's blog about what i ate :

2009-12-11T01:46:00.000-08:00

7th december : one plate of fried kway teow. Feed ants, smaller than the size of my hand , for the whole day
8th december : One fillet o' fish for the whole day
9th december : fried kway teow & otahs for the whole day
10th december :One cup noodle for the whole day
11th december (today) : Pratically, nothing. & i doubt i'd have anything to eat, no instant noodles, no biscuit, no nothing. Only water, damn bloody plain water.
Thankyou.
I swear i'd faint or be in coma. friends around me knows how , a big eater i am. & now ? Seriously, i can faint anytime, no energy even to lift the ciggarette into my mouth.

Inner-most thoughts

2009-12-10T20:38:00.000-08:00

I just slept for 12 hours, it seemed like i'm still asleep, half way to my coma.
But i can still dream & think of you.
I dream of you telling me that you called cause you read my piece of diary & claiming i was silly & all, saying that you're really tired & was the reason why you couldn't text me or call me.
Why is that so ? Hallucination or are you sending me a message though your dream ?
I just re-calculated, it's 45 hours instead of 24 ! My mind went empty.
You gave me a call last night @ 8.21 pm , telling me how tired you are & you'd be asleep soon enough. Your call lasted less than 30seconds & you got pissed by my call ?
I got speechless & couldn't think.
It's been 16hours since your last text or call. why had you been so reluctant to contact me ?
What can i do ? I could only consolidate myself.
Tomorrow's our anniversary & you wouldn't be free to even spend time with me.
You might think it's stupid to celebrate every monthly anniversary. But i could only say, It's all part to piece up our love & memory.

& maybe you're really busy , but i dread it when i dont even receive a morning text at all. You aint like the past, giving me calls & texts every 1 hour. I really missed it quite alot.

The End i guess ?

2009-12-09T07:00:00.000-08:00

These were my most inner emotions.
ITS BEEN EXACTLY 24 HOURS SINCE WE LAST TEXTED OR HAD ANY SOURCE OF CONVERSATION.
I swear something is on , that we can never bring back to life again, dont tell me what it is.
You said i never understood you. How well do you ?
You didnt even initiate or bothered to even give a bloody text at all !
What can i do or rather, even say ?
I'm still waiting for your call, not allowing myself to sleep until 1am. where i swear you'd be asleep then. Giving me a 1word text reply ? Telling me how tired you are, and you're gonna sleep now. Why cant you give me a longer text like adding in a " ILOVEYOU" ? When i can fly from EAST TO WEST ?! just for you to look at me for 30minutes. I even teared when i left you so many times, what did you say ?
You said " haha ". I find nothing so haha-ed about.
I've got no rights & power to even control your food intake, botherless controlling how you're gonna treat me ?
You expected abit too much from me. I'm only 15 ! You've seen much more, experienced more. How could i even catch up ?
Dont be a push-over. I can only do what i can , Please, expect nothing more from me.
Treat me like an adult before contradicting my immaturity & childish actions.
Seriously, why do you need to be so serious at everything ?
Giving me a Shouting session just because Baobei never wear pampers & was on our bed ? Is it necessary at all ? Plunging your anger on Baobei cause he tiptoe-d ? & yet before, we had a quarrel ? Then tip me off again when i told you not to Maltreat him.
Can't i even speak up for myself , You know how much i loved kids, I wouldn't bear the sight of Maltreatment toward kids ! i know, sometimes, i really went over-board with all my actions. But what can i do , I can't hold my breathe to witness it !
I could even get a high volume music blaster (Shouting) from you just because i asked you to accompany me to the room to get my clothes & to the toilet to bathe ?
You were like " WHAT ARE YOU SO AFRAID OF WHEN I'M HERE ? WHETHER ANOT I'M AROUND, YOU'LL STILL BE AFRAID !!!!!!!!! "
You used to say, "Accepting someone's Love is the Ability to Accept someone's everything "
You seemed never to accept my anything except tolerate & continuing to tolerate.
You kept comparing me with your exgirlfriends. telling how good they were and all, how you spent days with her & how long you both were together with so much of happiness , sharing joy & laughters and how you both met .
Maybe i dont give you what other girls do. But i really do love you.
I really hate this feeling, But what else can i do ? I wouldn't initiate for a breakoff but i'd wait for a truth factual answer held on by your courage, Telling, Whether you had loved me deep down before.
I dont see any display of it at all.
I hate to say this but seriously,
Is this a hint & pushing Way of saying goodbye ?
Am i being too serious or are you being too cruel ?
Seriously, I Really dont get you.

Gonna hold my tears back now. I wouldnt cry , i really wouldnt cry.
& i swear i won't else you'd be saying i'm immature again, Dont you ?

Finally, pictures !

2009-12-07T20:43:00.000-08:00

Yanqin doesnt allow me to post pictures !!!!!
She kept messing around with my phone.
Blame her okay ? not my fault ):
I just came home, lethargic & shaggggg.
Baobeeeeeei woke me up again & 9am. i'm so tired la. ): He kept crying. ):
& HE BIT MY LEGS. I hadn't had my lunch & breakfast. ): my stomach's contracting.
Bloody gastric juices. _l_ you man.

Gonna mahjong alr ! yay ! Huangsheng, laytin, wendy, xuhua's coming alr oh ! Yanqin's rotting ):

2009-12-05T23:44:00.000-08:00

Hi, peeps !
Thanks for all the birthday wishes. greatly appreciated ^^
Gonna go shopping w/ wendy & yanqin alr.
Sorry there're errors submiting my pictures. shall submit with the laptop soon ^^ bahbye

Birthday celebrations

2009-12-05T01:33:00.001-08:00

Slept out, went to Heeren then 313 then orchard central.
Had sakae & shokubo walked about. Poor longgg, went all about just to look for us. HAHAHA, nice contrdicting his english eh ! POWDERSFUL like wonderful.

Then .. Met my girls & had dinner at chompchomp. ENJOYMENT !<3
Pictured & champion-ed till 12am . Thanks for accompanying me for the last 2 minutes.

Belated celebration : W/ jackie & boonkiak & xiaokid & chester & his gf.
Bugis, shopped & had the worst meal at some western restaurant at bugis junction. Pooled & drank . Home-d.

Met dinghan today for some stupid arcade game & home-d.
Gonna go out tonight with dwanye?

Birthday wish

2009-11-30T23:41:00.000-08:00

My third wish is to wish all wishes i made come true.
I want to be a genius, a studying maniac & have great future.
Birthday's arriving, but i seem to have no excitements for it, i wonder why.
Gonna celebrate with my girls.
Maybe that'll strike my excitements.
Boredommmmmsxsxsx. I swear my heads off, i've not went out yesterday after returning home & so will i try staying home today.
EDDIE HO JUST CLAIM THAT I'M A GOOD ASSISTANT.
Wonderments. How i wish, i'd have a great birthday.

2009-11-29T22:02:00.000-08:00

I'm on my way to home now. I can't believe that i've been at home twice a week only ! Gonna catch up for mahjong now after i reach bishan's mrt. It's like so cool to blog in the MRT station, i swear ! Saw a cockroach today & i cried for 20minutes ! Hope that i Wouldnt be long till i forget the incident ! Lovey Dovey bought me a bracelet ohhhhhhh ! Luvvvvvvv it to the max, looking at it before and after i sleep. So cool.
Bye peeps. more people getting on the train now :>

FYVM :>

2009-11-15T19:46:00.000-08:00

My life'd been going well. blogger's getting the nerves on me, why can't i post pictures ): asshole !
School's teacher came to my house today, too bad, i'm not at home, whereas i'm at choa chu kang. Last night : Out to meet luv @ jurong, was late for an hour, lucky ahlong was there earlier. Then walked around, saw chong huat working at zinc, then drove to boon lay to eat alot of things . I'm bloated to the max. Then headed to steven's. I miss my own bed ):
Currently : gonna wait for luv to return home from work, then get out of this house quickly to kill my boredom. Haha. 5.5hours more till he comes home .
Fever's gone, i can suffer from desudation. I'm gg to detach someone's head ! haha

Gonna miss zirca tonight ):

My legs are broken ):

2009-11-07T10:52:00.000-08:00

Imagine yourself in my shoes, with litres after litres of carlsberg beer consumed, wearing $43 heels with height of frigging 4inches ( about 10cm) tall. Then, everyone can take a seat while you're like on the road, alone, speaking on the phone, & your loved ones are not around, as something creepy happened. ):
Then, you were squating there because your legs are killing you. It's typically broken i guess, i cant feel my legs . but I LOVE THE HEELS THOUGH ! ITS FRIGGING AWESOME THAT I COULD BUY A DOZEN OF THEM AND DISPLAY IT AT HOME !
2days without the bed at home. i miss my bed's smell. it smelt like ... a damn mixture of Calvin Klein One (CK one ) and Boss hugo ( the one shaped like a ball ) and Burberry weekend & Chanel 5' perfume. i know i'm sick, cause it's disgusting.
I can pratically kill myself now. I'm so lethargic & i'm playing mahjong. I spend money like water, my dry cash flow is simply making me feel so demoralised.
I AM GONNA LIKE WORK TILL I BREAKDOWN SOOOOOO BADLY, then shop . so stupid of me. i know, & i gotta save 1170 for some retarded reasons.

I'm so proud to send what i think so badly, cause i know you're gonna read this then weep in tears & complain to one another. OMG, I'M SO EXCITED !
Here's a frigging note to you, bitch !
You know who, this is way obvious, dont tell me i owe you fucking money cause it's only $3.50 & you owe people moreeee. Dont go round telling about that ''wahhlao, rachael owe me money sia...'' why not you just say ''wahhlao, i owe alot people money also sia'' STUPID RIGHT ? RETARDED. You should know where you stand. we'd given you enough hints & all that you dont belong . FRIGGING DON'T ! so just one phrase for you right now, ' know your stand, dont try too hard just to fit in' Smoking aint cool. If you think smoking will blend you in with us cause we all smoke, then forget it la. I urge you to just find a wall and bang it until your screwing brains just drop off ! You're just immature , i thought too highly of you. You just shown your seriously disgusting image. STOP SHAKING YOUR FUCKING HEAD THOUGH ! YOU AINT A INDIAN -.-

Go one, cry to one another & start gossiping, cause if it travels to my ear, it'll just become worse, not only in a blog post, but in a frigging bus instead . so proud to be advertised , dont you ?

2009-11-02T22:09:00.000-08:00

I've problems getting my pictures on my blog, so go to my facebook instead :>
ohhhhhhhhh, i went to s.c.h.o.o.l today ! & S.C.H.O.O.L. WAS AWESOME WOWWWWWW, FANTASTIC SO GOOD THAT I WISHED TO GO HOME THE MOMENT I REACHED SCHOOL. the first step i went, i'm lost. i dont know where to go, so gace a call to my dearest yanqin and found my way . met yinkee and chitchat a little, blahblah...
Yanqin and i was soooooo fucking pissed off by... & ...
I'M GONNA STAB THEIR ASS. they're just another pain in the ass, & i know what tp buy for them on their birthdays now ^^
You'll be shocked. i know i super zek ark. ^^
Cute right ? say i'm cute :(
saturday time clashed -.- jiatoh & keanyen's birthday. howhow?
some ideas please :(

Happy as pantys

2009-10-29T01:11:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHA. i know the title is retarded -.-
Laugh, but i'm just to happy, as i've got promoted & some stuff occured and i'm gonna fly up the skies & jump down and repeated for the millionth times ! omg, i'm so happy go lucky, like he said.
i didnt even touch on my books nor worksheets, yet , i've passed ! omggggggggggggggggg , though i'm last in class, at least i have the ability to promote & my girls were all shocked ! fcuk the school, making me so happy appy ally !
Laughlaughlaugh, i pester mrs soh like f. & mrmok, hearing the news, of my promotion is such a happy event, celebrate celebrate celebrate ! :D
Then i told my dad, bro & mum
Doug says : congratulations , study hard.
Mum went crazy boasting to many other people & last but not least,
Dad : text> what's promotion ?
[me] means i got up la !
[dad] oh, congrats.
[me] ma crazy go round boasting sia
[dad] you now then know your ma ?
[me] ya, i just met her on the streets
[dad] wow, so did you say hi to her ?
[me] ya, that's how i know her
Laughable right ?
i paid my brother 5bucks as he increased his threatening deal & borrowed my blazers to him to allow him to wear out, at the same time, stretch . -.-
Haha, i've lack of sleep.

Finally !

2009-10-12T22:32:00.000-07:00

i've lack of confidence in my exams. cause i've never been studying. not even touching my textbooks ?
I'm such un-happy go un-lucky. @#!@$#@^%&^$%##%$%&^%*%
I felt so disappointed at myself for such laziness.
i'll drop out if i retain or get transferred down.
PUNCH MYSELF !!

Hi

2009-10-02T02:16:00.001-07:00

Exams had already started , & thankyou, i've yet started my revisions.
I'M DEADMEAT.
Update update update !
i'm at this idiot's place & first time i see, a guy threading a needle & sewing.
LIKE A COOL SIAL. SEXY HOUSEHUSBAND !:>
whoever whom marry this idiot is fortunate to the maaxxxxx !
Loveeee this idiot :*

2009-09-19T07:55:00.001-07:00

Exams are round the corner.
Buck up time ! ^^

2009-08-31T05:54:00.000-07:00

It's been decades since i've posted, i just got suspended. LONG STORY !
&well, i'm kinda stressed up at everything in my life. Yawns* I'm currently @ raiders W. wanjing, vivian.
Bus-tripped all the way from bishan to commonwealth , then from commonwealth to amk. Boring life .
Exam's chasing my ass now, studying is good !
BYE DUDES !

Come alive

2009-08-19T05:58:00.000-07:00

Such a nice brother of mine to let me use him computer for $2 ar !
Not bad, not bad.
Oh , i would like to congratulate Limboonkiak & Raymond upon having new girlfriends & many more couples on their monthy anniversary !
Back to my story , studying is my priority right now & i'm gg to save up for korea. i can't wait ! my mum promised to buy me a car & license when i'm in a legal age to drive because my brother's getting his license & bike very soon if he passed his last few preps. Jealous of his old age.
Met up with my girls for studying sessions, yinkee , sabina & laytin.
Sad to say , i did not manage to meet my precious lil shorty , bongjiajia.
Okay, i'm gg to tell you my principles in life :
"Dare to say, dare to do. Dare to do , dare to be "
I'm gg on a diet, thanks ar, cheok karsuan & yinkee & sab. for reminding me that i'm fat. hahahahah !
That's all folks

My weekend

2009-08-10T20:42:00.000-07:00

Spending my weekend with Louis, i bet he must be so honoured that i've dedicated a post to him. i lost my phone yesterday, Louis sacrificed, no matter how tired he is, cycled to look for my phone. i found it in the end, i give this special thanks to him & i'm really very touched ! & too, went to vivo, town, bugis etc during the weekend. shall be going overseas too ! byeeeeeeeee !

I'm a loser

2009-08-04T18:19:00.000-07:00

It's been decades since you guys seen a post ? well prob. this is the first time when you all seen me posting , i'm a loser. in fact, i seriously terribly feel like one. it's been hard to accept , but yes, i am. i cant even do my work etc properly, there's a great friend, pushing me on to do my homework which leads to the first time in my life where i've actually done my work ! & yes, i'm sick, due to the symptoms of not smoking. its been days since i've smoked ! & i'll quit. it's really very uncomfortable, down with flu & cough. my nose's like water tap, my throat like i've got something stuck in it, my lungs contracting. well i'm really going to quit for now & have to fine ways to plan my schedules properly , weekdays loose like string, weekends tight like stone ( well, i know it doesnt really makes any sense though ) haha ! i've no usb cable with me, so i'm unable to post pictures.
D&T teacher encouraging me to drop subject, what did i do ? well, he said he'd want us to pay for the o'levels for the subject, but wont let us hand in our folio or some sort. goodbye docks !

My dream

2009-07-23T17:34:00.000-07:00

i've been cutting down on my cigg intakes.
& i'm glad of it, being proud to be able to have the determination to quit and so, i've already got my future dreams & goals.
from my information from leefong, i need to score b4 for all my subjects & have a height of 158cm. well, i'm really up for it , as i'm really in for travelling.
saving up cash for gg to korea next year dec to korea.
it might be a year later but its 3k for the air ticket !
well, that's all folks.

resilence over time

2009-07-12T03:00:00.000-07:00

I am lazy to blog. thankyou.
HAHA ! many issues coming. mummy bought silver necklaces for me, for the xintua.
Gg to a be god's god daughter. I'm given a curfew by the god , 2am.
I hope when i get better, i have a longer curfew . :( that's all.

the truth relys

2009-07-10T20:58:00.000-07:00

Out to meet kiak @ his place yst @ 9pm.
alan drove to hougang to fetch us over to talk cock sing song.
drink, pool, sing etc.
Headed to jiayi's place at 2am then home @ 5.
currently @ kiak's place, with yanqin.
HIIIIIIIIIIIIII ! gg to fareast, vivo, etc. xintua toooo, i am so dead.
Shall post tomorrow again ! BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE

picture ;

& some photos of outing with laytin, wendy, yanqin :D

& continuing

4th & 5th july's update

2009-07-04T22:03:00.000-07:00

4Th july - Out to meet jiayi & allen @ her house, then headed to sentosa by car, PLAY A FOOL !
haha, ate a sumptous meal @ sentosa, siloso beach. costed a bomb, we rented the bed too. So it was quite a bomb, we had fun. i swear. we were laughing all the way. then headed to bathe, the guys used only shampoo to bathe, so i guess they're rather cute . then went to kiak's house again to put down my bag & off we go to hougang, met alex & chester , and some people whom i have no idea who they are. then went off to the cage to watch the rest play soccer. until 2am, off to home.

5th july- cabbed over to hougang to look for kiak & his parents. then cabbed back to his place. his dad told me to help with the mum to cook ! hahahah, i agreed. but i didnt , haha. bastard me, *slap myself* his father kept giving boonkiak money for no reasons at all ! hahaha. funny ? laugh then.

Romancity

2009-07-03T21:02:00.000-07:00

Been out everyday , i stayed at home for 2 days in a week canxsxs ! yinkee & jia had been giving complaints that i've always been out, & unwilling to stay at home !
Yinkee & jia : you everyday must go out hor ? ZAI JIA YI TIAN HUI SI UH ? ( will you die for not going out one day ?)
HAHA, YES, WILL DIE. ROTTT & DECOMPOSITION.
poa has been improving, well, miss ma & i are getting on better terms because i started paying attention already, i'm proud. i finally know where credit & debit is at, differentiating creditors and debitors. currently using computer @ bee house. LAUGH, heading to sentosa soooooooooon ! & shopping with laytin, yanqin, wendy @ fareast & chomp chomp @ night on sunday. out to shop with eileen on monday.
EXCITEMENTS ! WENDY UH , COMPLAIN NO WORDS HOR ?! HEREEEEEEEEE. I WROTE ALOT ! haha

breaking down

2009-06-27T20:29:00.000-07:00

worst holiday ever ! zzzzzzzz, hilton's killing my life -.-
fooooooooooooooooooks !
spending my life tonning everyday, neglecting my mum, sorry mummy,
I promise that i'll start studying & get good results !
Pictures yanks alot

Pebbles

2009-06-02T22:40:00.000-07:00

Its been decades since i've posted !
Happy birthday to jiajia, yinkee, sabina !
It's holidays yo ! Thanks to my girls, i've got panda eyes & has not been sleeping well ! how about this ; 6hours of sleep in 3 days ?
okay, i'm really bored, pictures talks for itself.

I AM SICKKEHHH

2009-04-21T02:42:00.000-07:00

Fever's got up to 39.9 again.
coughing real badly.
flu like water fountain
lost my voice until i cant speak.
Havent been to school since monday, not gg to school because i'm gg to rest @ home all the way.
f. grandma woke me up 5 times since this 48hours.
Had been awake for 3hours since monday, rest of it, SLEEEEEEEP !
_l_ MY FEVER IS BURNING ALL MY BRAINCELL'S GG TO DIE !

Some expired pictures

2009-04-19T00:41:00.001-07:00

Back from camping & headed to grandlink with ahfan, then headed to champions until 3 in the morning. yawn !
i won 8bucks, which gave me money for cab home. MUAHAHAH ! :>

Updateeee

2009-04-15T03:40:00.000-07:00

Hello, yellow coloured people :>
HAHAHA ! been at bugissssssssssss, & grandlink, broke up w. edwin. he suck.
Who ever who falls with him is a stupid asshole, mofos
Haha, gordon taught me the word, mofo (:
Cute lil fucker.
Jiajia owed me a kiss & a trip to home & to school. fuck her for playing stunt :(
i've never been staying at home for the past months. thanks to my friends, CALL ME GO OUT SOMEMORE ! haha, but it was fun, i said those words for fun, laughter , peace & joy !
IMMMMMMAAAA CUTESXSXSXS RIGHHHTS ?!?!

Post , 25.03.09

2009-03-25T17:17:00.000-07:00

School-ed , bused to amk hub with jiajia, faye & ashlina
centraled for awhile. then headed to ntuc to acc faye buy fruits.
jiajia dropped her straw, so she stole another from the other milks.
SHE'S A THEIF ! haha .
So funny, then headed over to my house to study until 7.
boyfriend called, at 8 to meet up when i'm still studying downstairs my house.
In the end, also never meet !
Ok, shall end.
meeting boyf later.

Dearest, your honeyed words made me down on my knees.
You're getting sweet again !
Iloveyou :>

Love

2009-03-23T17:36:00.000-07:00

Its a sad situation whereby you have another girl in your eyes.
My heart felt with guilt and sigh when i caused the cut in her.
If a thousand tears could win your heart, i'm not worthy,
How can you learn ? i've cried my eyes burnt.

Updates

2009-03-11T17:10:00.000-07:00

Tell you all a secret, i'm in school & i'm using the computer
Haha, laughter ! been busy with cheerleading nowadays, *YAWN!
very tiring. the performance on sunday was much better than saturday's !
Oh & i'm very stressed on studies now.

Luv, you showed me the beauty of love, but there's a transparent barrier.
You'r out to destroy me ? Building me up and tear me down . :/
I'M SUCH DISAPPOINTED !
but, oh well. this is how it goes .

Hopes is gone

2009-02-28T21:04:00.000-08:00

Champion-ed w. ahfan, yinkee, sabina, benjin, joseph, yixin & huimin's cousin.
Cabbed to amk hub to meet wanjing & yanqin.
then headed to pasirris. its a long journey, had great fun & laughter with those girls. talked about some stuff being hid in my heart to my trusted ones.
then met gordon @ 10plus , he's a kind soul & a great change.
headed home @ 12plus.

Pull me up just a little bit longer, its a cold night out there, but i've made it alone. how'd you know that i was scared to death , i will be fine i swear. Hopes is gone, this is all the end.

Upppppp date

2009-02-25T16:15:00.000-08:00

valentine's celebration at bugis.
out to bishan and etc at night with jiajia, ahfan .
FUN & LAUGHTER , PEACE & JOY !
roar .
pictures will be updated soon .

computer's down.

2009-02-12T17:16:00.000-08:00

i'm currently at benjin's house.
*YAWNS. i've to return to school for cheerleading later and then proceed to nanyang poly. pearline just told me to roll, she's a great laugh
alright, here's some posts i wanted to update .
went to kimwei's birthday @ explorer few weeks to 1 days back.
then was with bong jiajia and her bf and her bro at bukit timah to swim and sauna.
short post, byeoo

it's a disappointment of a lifetime

2009-01-30T22:39:00.000-08:00

Its better if we're apart.
there'll be no pictures of us being together,
i dont dare to dream. and so, i woke up and there'll be no existance of you.
you'll see me run , that's the distance we'll be apart.
i'm sorry, there'll no more you.
It's tiring when i hope for something that will never come true.
that's the reason why i dared not dream.
we'll be thousand miles apart, it's better if we dont meet.
because, you remind me of things i dont want to.
its reality.
its all my freewill

new year updates

2009-01-28T05:44:00.000-08:00

have been gambling & drinking during new year.
spent all my times with my family, bonding relationships.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE !

laughter

2009-01-24T03:09:00.000-08:00

22th.
shopping with leefongggg.
she's so disappointed, because we made the trip all the way to city plaza and got NOTHING !:/ we ate penang laksa which ruin our appetite, so we didnt finish it !
cabbed to fareast then i went home.

23th.
shanping , HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
headed to shisha with yixin, sabina , yinkee, kenneth !
then headed to shanping's bbq , cabbed home with yixin.
thanks, johnathan for sending us to the busstop !

Happiest day

2009-01-17T23:42:00.000-08:00

mummy's discharged yesterday @ 1.
then sent her home and i went to manrina sqaure with yangxuan love.
she told me : i like being with you best , cause you're most funny and its the different laughter from the other friends i had !
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW, i love you ok !

PICTURESSSSSSSS !

i like.

Mummy, you'll be fine

2009-01-16T05:13:00.001-08:00

daddy woke me up at 4.50 today , i only got 4 hours of sleep.
and daddy drove mum & i to kk hospital.
mummy's going for an operation, i was so worried, i couldnt eat, drink, sleep.
i sent mummy into the operation room. i couldn't enter, so i waited out there, the nurse told me it'll be several hours, so i waited , and waited, so long that i fell aleep for 45 minutes, the operation took 3 hours.
i saw my mum, with the oxygen mask covering her mouth & nose.
i got worried, my mum talked very slowly, she seemed in great pain.
alas, she was fine after a few hours of sleep, so she was able to take food ( milo ),
but after afew sip, she vomitted ! i kept running around in and out of the ward to get tissues and plastic bags. kuma bought mummy chicken essence , and her twin sis bought her bird's nest . i need to learn how to prepare them for my mother, HELP ! can anyone teach me ? my mum wasnt suppose to do any chores so i am going to be in charge, going to follow what she told me yesterday night.
SICKENING DOCTORS , poked my mum's hands with thick needles and placed a solution . she kept telling me she's dizzy but nurses says its normal because of the medicines !?!?!?!!? i've never seen my mother in such great pain before.
I'm heading to bed now, going to wake up early to prepare stuff for mummy.

My tears are rolling down like an running tap.
mummy, i know you'll be fine.
i'll reach the hospital at 12 sharp for you.
i realised i couldn't live without you.
i couldn't get to sleep even if i lie on the bed for hours.
mummy, i want you to know, i love you more than anything.
i promise, i wont disappoint you further.

FINALLYYYY !

2009-01-13T03:35:00.000-08:00

i finished watching the movieeeeeeeee !
jia si le got together with jiang mi & tang men got together with xiao huaaaaa.
the show made me cry twice today. altogether, 10plus times.
emotionallll man, but it could get quite funny at times.
today, headed to ajisen, then got something to chew at toriQ & takopachi.
saw rebecca & eric's exgf ( which name i forgot )
haha, then saw muthu at my house area.

getting a cotton on shoe & skirt with jiajia. looking forward to it oh.

studyyy

2009-01-12T07:28:00.000-08:00

Heartless uncle & aunties wants to chase my grandma out of the house !
ffff man ! plus, they gave a stupid reason as to , the daughter is already at the age of 6 and she needs her own room ?!?!
is that more important than a mother whom gave birth to you , one after another ?!
you can somehow upgrade your house or buy another mattress for her to sleep . like that's better than chasing her away man !
agrh * points middle finger *

Jiajia & yanqin came over to my house today to study.
chatted before started studying.
yanqin was hungry, so i called kokhow to buy me porridge & made him come all the way from yio chu kang.
its not like my fault, he's going to come later at the night too ! so i'm only asking him to come earlier ?
well , that made sense.
i've done my math & physic's homework , while jiajia had done up her art & got a better understanding of history, while she keeps questioning us, " what's artifact ? " . yanqin....... while, i guess she learnt nothing ? due to her moodswing. haha !
they left my house around 7plus, kinda miss them after on. ( i aint a lesbian )
then , mum called me, asked me what i want for dinner, wanted to head to ajisen , but pepper lunched instead :/
then had some yami yoghurt with fruit pebbles ( cereal with colourings and flavourings ), i swear , ITS NICE ! & it costed me a fortune, cause i bought the largest size.
jiajia called after that, she left her art piece @ my house, so i headed to bubbletea to pass it to her & meet some of my friends along the way , then homedddd.
comp's sick, thus , lagging. i have 3 or 4 more episodes to the ending story ! haha !

crazyyyyyyyy

2009-01-10T07:16:00.000-08:00

currently watching 不良笑花 ( miss no good )
has been watching from 11 till now.
only at episode 11 only :/
this show super emotional . i cry for up to 10 times & laughed like super many times.
been curseing one of the love destroyer there.
mum's watching it with me but she fell asleep.
electricity bill's gg to go super high. i've been watching since yesterday !
haha, nevermind. i'll post again soon. continue watching (((((((:
JIA SI LE VERY SHUAI !

schooooooool

2009-01-08T00:47:00.000-08:00

Worst timeeeeeeeee of my life :/
i was suspended from 13/01/09 onwards.
ok, wasn't really feeling good for it because i'll be behind my work, will miss my trainings, & worst of all, principle told my mum not to let me out.
so mum, obviously will side school. -.-
i'm gg crazy, she's nagging all the way !
i have to finish a letter of apology for the school ( public apology ),
i need to write like pages after pages of reflection for my principle, i have to catch up & finish all the homeworks without help & my mum needs to collect it for me. so sorry mummy, i let you down. sorry for the trouble too.
i think i'll go crazy very soon. competition is in 2 months & i'm way behind.
i'm thinking whether to quit yet. :/ though i'll miss them, but its much more better if i can concentrate in my studies without a cca. :O
I've drove myself up to the wallllllllll !
& i grew 1cm only , not two.

post again

2009-01-07T02:21:00.001-08:00

& i forget to tell you all,
I'VE GROWN TALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL !
by 2cm only, but its better than nothing (:
i'm now 152cm, 2cm taller than bong jiajia !
& I'VE SLIMMED DOWNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN !
by 1kg only ,but better than not being slim (:

unlucky day :/

2009-01-07T01:20:00.000-08:00

has gotten into trouble with school again,
big chance of getting suspended ( shan't elaborate further )
poa was fun, teacher was cute !
very worried for tomorrowwwwwwwwwwww !
mummy's sick, so daddy's coming to talk to principle !:/
& brother got into trouble too, he slept in class !
atrocious ! ha , so mummy was pissed at both of us, but she hardly scolded.
never even touched us. she dotes on me & my bro alot, i'm gg to love her moreeee !

i know it doesnt look like me, but , I LIKE !

Elegance

school

2009-01-05T02:55:00.000-08:00

first day of studying, met teachers.
same old mrs lee, doesnt really like her.
ATTITUDE PROBLEM !
& i want you to know : i aint timid like a mouse, when i get scolded, i shut the fuck up, not like you. acting like one, big great ! you should go teach at other schools, cause I DONT LIKE YOU ! rest assure, if you step on my tail, i'll give you helllllllll !
ok, the rest of the teachers was fine, friends looking betetr with long pants ! ha.
oh, & if teachers actually read this blog, I AINT humiliating that teacher, i aint biase to her, but she has a problem with me ? i have it too.
headed to hub with leefong, sabina, yinkee, yanqin. yajun was here after that too !
accompany leefong mother to buy a shoe & a bag, so she bought a ink vintage bag, & a converse shoe. then headed to eat, then home-ed (:

got my dress from agatha, was pretty nice (: like it quite much, getting another from jiajia too.
ahhhhhh, i'm having trainings tomorrow, 3.30-7 !SO EXCITED ! ahhhhh, i was supposed to go shop w. my bro's gf. ohwell, next time then (:

take this to heart

2009-01-02T00:35:00.000-08:00

every word behind your lips, is making it something to believe in.
everytime i scream, seemed saying goodbye to you.
this is a secret song that has a sad sad situation ,
she is a pretty pretty girl that changes your mind.
i seemed poetically pathetic.
its a paper chase, in a overcrowded room,
i was out of control.
No matter what you do, there are no reasons for no nonsence,
you will never learn , even if i cried my eyes burnt
its your favourite game, its more than a memory but we miscommunitcated.
its miles away from nowhere but lucky you, love is gonna save us.

29th dec

2008-12-29T07:39:00.000-08:00

headed to pasirris,
went to meet gordon, he've grown tall, while i'm still standing at 150cm ( i know its pathetic ). he made me laugh all the way & he keeps wanting to sleep.
he laughs about evrything which is not funny, upon his laugher, i laughed.
ok fine, he's really changed, lets not elaborate. haha ! oh & we've been comparing our hair length which he's VERY jealous about, contradicting my hair & he thought it's permed, ( which is not ) he's really dumb.
I HAD FUN !

then, headed to tampiness, then amk, then homed, then amk , then homed again.

Pictures i took that had been such great laughter.

Come come, take picture laaa ! very handsome lea

Awwwwww, dont shy laaaaaa ! faster, take picture !!!!!!

ok, you see, very handsome right ? ok, save !

ok la, dont cry alr, i buy you ice cream later (:

updateees

2008-12-28T07:22:00.000-08:00

christmas eve : amk, sheesha @ arab street, yichao's house.
christmas : all over amk.
26th : amk
27th : zoo
28th : ktv which i failed to go, instead i went to woodlands for my cousin's house warming.

you see, i spend my life @ amk.
reasons because i love shuhui !

we like pulling hair

it aint a fashion statement, its a death will

2008-12-26T07:06:00.001-08:00

is it a freewill or am i just thinking too much ?
thanks to me & my bigggggg mouth.
luckily, we're still friends.
shall keep our distance & change myself.
i shall shut up & also not shower my attitude on anyone, as and when i like.
we're still talking to one another, i'll not take things for granted.
cause i know, you're there when i needed you the most.

shall keep holding onto the friends i have.
shuhui, wenhui, amelia, yichao, shaun, weitat, xavier, larry, pohleong.
i dont need a big group of friends, these are the ones always there for me.
although its only months of friendship, it seemed i knew them for years.
and you see, i aint a yp. i dont mix around with lil bengs & lians.
cause seriously if you know them better, you'll understand.
dont judge a book by its cover.

here are some overdue pictures

christmas & past few day's post.

2008-12-25T06:36:00.000-08:00

yesterday, met yanbin & both kept laughing for no reason, i dont know why.
went to arab street , headed to yichao's house @ admiralty, left at 3plus.
woke up next day, @ 11.30. *yawn. not enough sleep. headed to kpool. then around amk and MERRY CHRISTMASSSSSSSS ! this year's christmas very boring ._.

overdue pictures

2008-12-21T07:20:00.000-08:00

baby by dvson

yap

wangzi's gift to me

limbei also can do this

chalet @ east coast

updates

2008-12-21T07:07:00.000-08:00

have been gg to amk these few days.
Shaun & yichao's court postponed for 2 times.
very worried :/

my brother's back from batam, so he bought some soveniors. he bought me a chanel 5 perfume. & bought my dad 3 guinness stout & a gucci bag for my mum. It must have costed him a bomb. he didnt want to let me know the prices :/ oh well.
haha.

i'm happy

2008-12-19T08:12:00.000-08:00

been gg to amk nearly everyday now,
soooooooooo boring. but fun (:
Its kinda excited to meet them & do stupid things,
they're always by my side, rain or shine.
I've decided, study v.v.v.v.v. hard cause i want to be the smartest,
most capable, i shall stop doing things stupid.
yichao & shaun, nothing shall happen one , cause i'm the judge. haha !
saw shanice & edwin, they suck. keep laughing at me man !

i'm lazy to blog, so i have you this

2008-12-14T09:18:00.000-08:00

pictures

2008-11-09T02:02:00.000-08:00

It turned out differently this time.

2008-10-30T03:30:00.000-07:00

You're giving me hopes that where never true,
I'll tell you now,
3seconds to confess my love was too rushing.
I told you , yes .
but i was rushing through my mind,
realising that i dont love you anymore,
Welllllllllll, last long (:
I'd make it on my own .
The song, stay close dont go was meaningful but it doesnt mean anything alr
Oh well .

Back to blogging

2008-10-02T22:08:00.000-07:00

I'm lazy to bloggggggggg D:
Tracey, I BLOG LUR HOH ! seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !
Haha, i realised after so long that i havent went online, i'm not used to being online :X haha ! my phone, confiscated again oh !

Dying blog

2008-08-27T04:14:00.000-07:00

My blog's dying.
Let the pictures do the talking !:D

Sat

2008-08-18T03:03:00.000-07:00

Met with xiaocher at 2plus,
saw andy, choontat, melvin, xiaolove, etc.
Slacked, headed to bugis by cab.
Met jingwei, egg. Headed 269 with them ,
Met up with xiaoboi & wangzi,
xiaobaby, ahhoe, etc joined.
Headed big bird to look for xiaoki etc.
headed back to look for wangzi, went to plaza sing,
Saw xiaogenie, genia etc & zhiling etc.
shopped around, went back bugis.
headed home.

Your strawberry's with me, wangzi !:D

Cb teacher confiscated my phone

2008-08-15T03:14:00.000-07:00

Today was very shaggggggggggggg, _l_

study study study,

last period, english.

Cb teacher, catch me sleep & use hp.

He dont know me well,

he had no rights of snatching my hp from me & had no rights touching my hand & my hp !

NO GUYS TOUCH MY HP BEFORE ! even my brother & father.

He cb, i make sure he buy me another hp !

I keep gan him. then he complained to mr loh,

Mr loh confronted me, at least he better,

& I cant believe i say this but MRS LEE BETTER THAN THIS TEACHER !

Omgs, tulan, cried my heart out, Cb pissed offffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff !

Jialat, if got white hair, i make sure he die,

Agrh ! Headed home, helped brother do present for his 1/2 year anniversary with eileen !

Omg, last long, brother !:D Darleen the hamster's sick D:

& she nearly fell into the drain !:OOOOOOO

National day

2008-08-09T23:24:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 6.15.
Went to chongboonmac, meet up with cheerdiac family.
Headed school, met up with the rest & headed amk newtown to perform.
Carnival with elaine until 11plus.
Super hot there ! Agrh *
Walked from amk new town to amk hub !!D:
Super tired, didnt get to sit ! Bused home, dinghan called & ronghui, botak etc.
Met up with dinghan & ronghui @ bugis mrt, they waited for me, Awwwwwww :X
Saw cousin ! he look super stlye ! haha
Then headed fusion, saw botak, xiaoki, xiaoqueen, joy, ehkia etc.
Walked & slacked around, had conflicts. D:
Something happened :/ hais. then headed to walk around, ate with ehkia @269.
Headed street, blahblahhhhh. headed marina couldnt see the bloody fireworks,
See the sparks only -.- Then keep finding a way to see the fireworks !:D
Haha, got to see it in the end. Headache !
Saw jiajia, theresa, shuhui , johan , kimwei, jingming , etc. & catherine, brenda , muthu, alcus, botak, timmy etc.
& walked back to bugis, then took some pictures, ate, STEADED WITH EHKIA @07.07PM, 090808 !
haha, xueling didnt want to hold my hand D: Haha. Headed to basement took pictures , slacked & headed home.
Got home at 11.20pm. Mummy didnt complain today. should've gone home later D:

2008-08-08T02:42:00.000-07:00

Monday } boringgggggggg !
Tuesday } jogging with jiajia. Met up with hunk.
Wednesday } Bravesteps, they brought us to some kinda cemetry -.- Haha.
Thursday}Pool with yajun , yanqin, sabina, etc (:
Today } BORING ! 080808 Yet, didnt go out D:

Chalet &bugis.

2008-08-03T00:42:00.001-07:00

Headed passirris at 3.30, met xiaoqueen, xiaoki , babyjoy , mrlol, christopher, stanley.
chalet @ aranda. was there at 4plus.
On the way to bugis, SAW A CAT BITING A MOUSE !
End up is its own baby, Omg so cute la . The kitten's papa wanna attack us !
So i was super afraid D: Fuck it man !:X
went to bugis at 5plus, went to arcade. Then fusion.
Norman super disiao D:
LOL ! Going marina next saturday for national day with them.
Met with xiaobaby, xiaobee, yvonne, nana, janice, jocelyn & another girl with botak.
Then went to slack at mos burger, Beee really very nice smell, so we took turns & kept smelling her :X
headed to the arcade again, SANG WITH JOCELYNNNNN ! Kept kissing with her, OMG !
Wore couple jackets with hunk , then dinghan took a picture of me & him, LOL !
Played there, once again, dinghan messed up my hair D: _l_
Headed 269,On the way there, took many pictures (: then waited for people to come,
Went home at 10plus cause jocelynn need to fetch her mother,
Sianed 1/2. Mummy didnt rush me to go home today, cause she's in a good mood,
i wonder why, LOL !

Xiaobaby Wifey, dont sad (: i'm here for you ! muacks, bitch !
1years plus & still counting !
Yvonne, stupid couple loves my singing ! HAHAHAH !

Trip to bugis

2008-08-01T04:15:00.000-07:00

Today was fun !
Didnt get into trouble today, Misschin's super good to me today ! SHOCKED*
she didnt confiscated my phone when she saw it, Thanks (:
after school, headed home then changed and came out again.
Met up with joey , javier , eric , helmi , to DO PROJECT, omg first time D:
was there till 3plus, then Dinghan called, GO BUGIS ! LOL,
so i went there, while waiting, i called hunk & dinghan & gordon, he didnt want to come find me so he's gonna get it from me tomorrow ! dinghan just got to the busstop when i was already there, he told me to wait for 45minutes, so bobian, hunk & him reached at the same time ! LOL,
ahhoe was there too (: headed to the carpark there slack, then went to eat at long john,
had abit conflict with hunk, cause he wanted to pay for my long john, LOL !
went to find xiaobaby, on the way there, saw XIAOHEI & GERALD ETC. !
lol, so gerald kept disiao me, say i short, xiaohei join him to bully me,
Then got one guy helped me, LOL ! my hero :x
went to find xiaobaby, headed to dont know where find dinghan etc.
saw wenhong there too,
headed fusion, eric accompanied me there, he have to get home , so we mrt home, (:
saw wilson, seowjie, & one guy, forgotten the name, chatted.
got home at 7plus (: Mummy ask me tell everyone, dont spit on floor,
NOW HUNGRY GHOST FESTIVAL ! haha.

31stjuly2008

2008-07-31T06:17:00.001-07:00

Went to school, met up with chester & jiajia & sihui & wilson as usual,
Wasnt late for school , so didnt have to meet up with grass D:
LOL, headed to class jackie kpkb with me, SHUFFLE IN CLASS !
Jackie & boonkiak immitated me (: _l_
Yinkee, cheerup !
Suddenly , fire drill, _l_ must go field !
IT'S TIME FOR GRASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
So i was really pissed & scared so i nearly cried, well, i have phobia for grass D:
lol, then i was there for like 30minutes ? pissed eh !
Headed back to class, went to toilet, washed hand & leg like shit !
Then headed back to class & shuffle again !
LOL, had a math test, dont understand any question D:
After school, history remedial , watch movie.
THERE'S PORN IN THE MOVIE !:x Everyone's excited, LOL !
Remedial finish, go cheerleading, chatted with faye, clara, xiaoyun !
Amelia kissed me !:X HAHA, headed home at 6.30pm,
jackie send me to busstop, luejing sent xiaoyun to same busstop -.-
LOL, :X you should know why (: