Difer life and lies
♣ Rachael Achael Chael. I love carrots
I hate cats and dogs cause they always scares me.
If studying is important, I am doing it.
I am a Cheerleader of Denvers All Stars
Was from secondary team, Cheerdiac Groovers
I am a buddhist & a taoist
I like clouds & stars as they seemed to be speaking to me all the time
It's easy to smile in disbelief , just to impress the one trying to
I believe independance is the key to living
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Hello i am a girl Named RachaelWong.
I Like to be poetic
I have a migrain and nightblind and low-blood (?)
I must have ethanol to survive the night
EVERYDAY, I AM CLOSER TO MY DEATH
I Think i got brain cancer
I am a Cheerleader, CheerdiacGroovers. CURRENT : DENVERS !
I might be retarded at times, but i am humourous ( i think ).
031294.
I am studying for my O'levels
I like to talk to myself
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it's a disappointment of a lifetime
Friday, January 30, 2009 @ 10:39 PM
Its better if we're apart. there'll be no pictures of us being together, i dont dare to dream. and so, i woke up and there'll be no existance of you. you'll see me run , that's the distance we'll be apart. i'm sorry, there'll no more you. It's tiring when i hope for something that will never come true. that's the reason why i dared not dream. we'll be thousand miles apart, it's better if we dont meet. because, you remind me of things i dont want to. its reality. its all my freewill
new year updates
Wednesday, January 28, 2009 @ 5:44 AM
have been gambling & drinking during new year. spent all my times with my family, bonding relationships. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE !
laughter
Saturday, January 24, 2009 @ 3:09 AM
22th. shopping with leefongggg. she's so disappointed, because we made the trip all the way to city plaza and got NOTHING !:/ we ate penang laksa which ruin our appetite, so we didnt finish it ! cabbed to fareast then i went home.
23th. shanping , HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! headed to shisha with yixin, sabina , yinkee, kenneth ! then headed to shanping's bbq , cabbed home with yixin. thanks, johnathan for sending us to the busstop !
Happiest day
Saturday, January 17, 2009 @ 11:42 PM
mummy's discharged yesterday @ 1. then sent her home and i went to manrina sqaure with yangxuan love. she told me : i like being with you best , cause you're most funny and its the different laughter from the other friends i had ! AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW, i love you ok !
PICTURESSSSSSSS ! i like.
Mummy, you'll be fine
Friday, January 16, 2009 @ 5:13 AM
daddy woke me up at 4.50 today , i only got 4 hours of sleep. and daddy drove mum & i to kk hospital. mummy's going for an operation, i was so worried, i couldnt eat, drink, sleep. i sent mummy into the operation room. i couldn't enter, so i waited out there, the nurse told me it'll be several hours, so i waited , and waited, so long that i fell aleep for 45 minutes, the operation took 3 hours. i saw my mum, with the oxygen mask covering her mouth & nose. i got worried, my mum talked very slowly, she seemed in great pain. alas, she was fine after a few hours of sleep, so she was able to take food ( milo ), but after afew sip, she vomitted ! i kept running around in and out of the ward to get tissues and plastic bags. kuma bought mummy chicken essence , and her twin sis bought her bird's nest . i need to learn how to prepare them for my mother, HELP ! can anyone teach me ? my mum wasnt suppose to do any chores so i am going to be in charge, going to follow what she told me yesterday night. SICKENING DOCTORS , poked my mum's hands with thick needles and placed a solution . she kept telling me she's dizzy but nurses says its normal because of the medicines !?!?!?!!? i've never seen my mother in such great pain before. I'm heading to bed now, going to wake up early to prepare stuff for mummy.
My tears are rolling down like an running tap. mummy, i know you'll be fine. i'll reach the hospital at 12 sharp for you. i realised i couldn't live without you. i couldn't get to sleep even if i lie on the bed for hours. mummy, i want you to know, i love you more than anything. i promise, i wont disappoint you further.
FINALLYYYY !
Tuesday, January 13, 2009 @ 3:35 AM
i finished watching the movieeeeeeeee ! jia si le got together with jiang mi & tang men got together with xiao huaaaaa. the show made me cry twice today. altogether, 10plus times. emotionallll man, but it could get quite funny at times. today, headed to ajisen, then got something to chew at toriQ & takopachi. saw rebecca & eric's exgf ( which name i forgot ) haha, then saw muthu at my house area.
getting a cotton on shoe & skirt with jiajia. looking forward to it oh.
studyyy
Monday, January 12, 2009 @ 7:28 AM
Heartless uncle & aunties wants to chase my grandma out of the house ! ffff man ! plus, they gave a stupid reason as to , the daughter is already at the age of 6 and she needs her own room ?!?! is that more important than a mother whom gave birth to you , one after another ?! you can somehow upgrade your house or buy another mattress for her to sleep . like that's better than chasing her away man ! agrh * points middle finger *
Jiajia & yanqin came over to my house today to study. chatted before started studying. yanqin was hungry, so i called kokhow to buy me porridge & made him come all the way from yio chu kang. its not like my fault, he's going to come later at the night too ! so i'm only asking him to come earlier ? well , that made sense. i've done my math & physic's homework , while jiajia had done up her art & got a better understanding of history, while she keeps questioning us, " what's artifact ? " . yanqin....... while, i guess she learnt nothing ? due to her moodswing. haha ! they left my house around 7plus, kinda miss them after on. ( i aint a lesbian ) then , mum called me, asked me what i want for dinner, wanted to head to ajisen , but pepper lunched instead :/ then had some yami yoghurt with fruit pebbles ( cereal with colourings and flavourings ), i swear , ITS NICE ! & it costed me a fortune, cause i bought the largest size. jiajia called after that, she left her art piece @ my house, so i headed to bubbletea to pass it to her & meet some of my friends along the way , then homedddd. comp's sick, thus , lagging. i have 3 or 4 more episodes to the ending story ! haha !
crazyyyyyyyy
Saturday, January 10, 2009 @ 7:16 AM
currently watching 不良笑花 ( miss no good ) has been watching from 11 till now. only at episode 11 only :/ this show super emotional . i cry for up to 10 times & laughed like super many times. been curseing one of the love destroyer there. mum's watching it with me but she fell asleep. electricity bill's gg to go super high. i've been watching since yesterday ! haha, nevermind. i'll post again soon. continue watching (((((((: JIA SI LE VERY SHUAI !
schooooooool
Thursday, January 8, 2009 @ 12:47 AM
Worst timeeeeeeeee of my life :/ i was suspended from 13/01/09 onwards. ok, wasn't really feeling good for it because i'll be behind my work, will miss my trainings, & worst of all, principle told my mum not to let me out. so mum, obviously will side school. -.- i'm gg crazy, she's nagging all the way ! i have to finish a letter of apology for the school ( public apology ), i need to write like pages after pages of reflection for my principle, i have to catch up & finish all the homeworks without help & my mum needs to collect it for me. so sorry mummy, i let you down. sorry for the trouble too. i think i'll go crazy very soon. competition is in 2 months & i'm way behind. i'm thinking whether to quit yet. :/ though i'll miss them, but its much more better if i can concentrate in my studies without a cca. :O I've drove myself up to the wallllllllll ! & i grew 1cm only , not two.
& i forget to tell you all, I'VE GROWN TALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL ! by 2cm only, but its better than nothing (: i'm now 152cm, 2cm taller than bong jiajia ! & I'VE SLIMMED DOWNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ! by 1kg only ,but better than not being slim (:
unlucky day :/
@ 1:20 AM
has gotten into trouble with school again, big chance of getting suspended ( shan't elaborate further ) poa was fun, teacher was cute ! very worried for tomorrowwwwwwwwwwww ! mummy's sick, so daddy's coming to talk to principle !:/ & brother got into trouble too, he slept in class ! atrocious ! ha , so mummy was pissed at both of us, but she hardly scolded. never even touched us. she dotes on me & my bro alot, i'm gg to love her moreeee !
i know it doesnt look like me, but , I LIKE ! Elegance
school
Monday, January 5, 2009 @ 2:55 AM
first day of studying, met teachers. same old mrs lee, doesnt really like her. ATTITUDE PROBLEM ! & i want you to know : i aint timid like a mouse, when i get scolded, i shut the fuck up, not like you. acting like one, big great ! you should go teach at other schools, cause I DONT LIKE YOU ! rest assure, if you step on my tail, i'll give you helllllllll ! ok, the rest of the teachers was fine, friends looking betetr with long pants ! ha. oh, & if teachers actually read this blog, I AINT humiliating that teacher, i aint biase to her, but she has a problem with me ? i have it too. headed to hub with leefong, sabina, yinkee, yanqin. yajun was here after that too ! accompany leefong mother to buy a shoe & a bag, so she bought a ink vintage bag, & a converse shoe. then headed to eat, then home-ed (:
got my dress from agatha, was pretty nice (: like it quite much, getting another from jiajia too. ahhhhhh, i'm having trainings tomorrow, 3.30-7 !SO EXCITED ! ahhhhh, i was supposed to go shop w. my bro's gf. ohwell, next time then (:
take this to heart
Friday, January 2, 2009 @ 12:35 AM
every word behind your lips, is making it something to believe in. everytime i scream, seemed saying goodbye to you. this is a secret song that has a sad sad situation , she is a pretty pretty girl that changes your mind. i seemed poetically pathetic. its a paper chase, in a overcrowded room, i was out of control. No matter what you do, there are no reasons for no nonsence, you will never learn , even if i cried my eyes burnt its your favourite game, its more than a memory but we miscommunitcated. its miles away from nowhere but lucky you, love is gonna save us.
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