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Friday, December 25, 2009
Spent My days

Hello, yellow pandas :>
Rachael want tell you hor, my eye bag really very exagerrating , LIKE BLUE BLACK, it's disgusting. Turns me off. although only 2days, but i'm dying. 39.6degrees fever just died.
SUFFOCATION @ ALCOVA , due to lack of height, i can't breathe. then people around started laughing cause i'm short & i cant breathe, so fuck them. Okay,
Back to the topic. Bloody ALCOVA, I SWEAR, _l_ SUCKKKKKKK!
Waited for hours, then in the end, NONE OF US STEPPED INTO THE DANCEFLOOR. bloody waited for about 4hours @ RAFFLES. then in the end, 3.45 end. So fuck you again.
Haha. we danced at the skybar, where there's a dj there. Ohhhhh, i did a great deed :> Hehe.
Enjoyed with you all bitches. :*
Sorry to the other half. I love you :>
He said he loved me when he was drunk & told me not to be afraid if i were being put into a bag because he wanted me for christmas. Then he forgotten all about it. Cool.
But still, slept at 8.30am , chatted with (G) Till he slept & he was so so drunk. ):
But it seemed like i can only be happy for just a moment before it all fades away, dont it ? Haha. Cool.

The other hand, 13days, yes, texts. Yes !!!!!!!!
But the text just ends. Just like that (.)

No pictures, no mood. SCREW !

Saturday, December 19, 2009
Dear police,

Omg, i'm so afraid of edwin sng right now !
He just verbally threatened me telling me that he wanted to stab me. OMG !!!!!
I'm gonna pee on my pants now.
Saying that he hoped to see me soon for free piercing .
Awwwwww, What a nice guy, Couldnt get hold of a girl's number, then couldnt take joke for being rejected. Then wanted to stab a girl . WHAT A GUY !
I'm really wondering, how lifeless his life is . Omg.
God, save me. I hope the police sees this . Hahahah !
I swear, i'm gonna call the police :> Cause i dont resort to violence & vulgarities ^^ Let's see who's got a problem here.
Bye ^^

Wavehouse @ siloso beach party.

Wavehouse W/ yinkee, sabina, leefong, yinxiang, xueting, berlin, Ivy, Joleen, Yvonne , Woonyean, Esther ( did i leave out anyone ? )
THE DJ SUCK HARDCORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
They explain the reason to be having some technical problems . zzz
Music was way too soft to be heard. Getting softer & softer after time !
retarded. DJ STANLEY WAS SO MUCH BETTER !
i even got some Dj's sticker named zushan.
They threw some Cd's with signature & hit a poor guy's spectacle & his skin beside his eye, between his nose, torn. Damn sick.
Everyone tried the liquor the organisers fed us . It was awesome and that we could really feel the heat even with one sip ^^
Super lots of handsome angmo !!!!! I like ^^
Hahaha, fake ^^
wavehouse was soooooo much better than st.james on the 17th la ! i swear
We played at the pool & drank some alcohol.
I'm not really happy at what i saw the guys did to my girls. but she really went along with the guy. zzzzzzzz
we self-entertained. something happened to me, which i did not know what. but my girls witnnessed it. i'm still curious what happened to me. was told i gave some scary stare & emotionless face . Thanks girls whom accompanied me to the locker & tolerating me. Credits to Thamleefong, SabinaChia, Esther , Woonyean & the whole lot whom came ! I was better after, Well, Then, we played true or dare after some breakfast & harbourfront. saw Hanling ( my uncle, seriously )
Then went off , cabbed home @ 7.
Slept at 7.40, got woken up by my mum @ 1 for nothing !!!!!!!!!!
!@#@%$^*&(I*&^%$#@!!!!!!!@#$%^&*(&^%$
Oh, yes. & i punched her face.



Thursday, December 17, 2009
Vogue party @ St.James PowerHouse

Mahjong w/ yanqin, xuhua & huangsheng before club.
Went to eat kfc w/ yanqin @ j8.

OFFFFFFFFFF I GOOOOOOOOOOO :>
Met sabina & yinkee @ hub, along with berlin, belle , pearlyn & yinxiang.
Trained to stjames. Met esther, xueting , jeessica & the rest there.
Yinkee's ticket seller pissed the hell out of me off !
Irresponsible. !#$#$^%^*$%$!QE#@
Met a girl called woonyean ( i think ) She's superb matured. looked like 20+ but is 15 only !!!!!!!!
Like a cool only.
Roy irritated me. I wanna punch his bloody face.
Bloody asshole. Cigg long lasting one, seems like it wont finish, then Yinkee !@$#^*&^(%&^#%$#!@#! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Music , to me , sucked quite well. Until when i was leaving, the music was alright. Wasted. But heard from xueting music sucked at the end. Haha.
Gotta return home cause of my god-godfather's probation ):
I sweat like i just bathed and i can't feel my legs. along with jessica and xueting , we kept complaining.
Lay my hats down to yinkee & berlin . I swear, she dance well.
I held a guy's hand by accident , thinking it was yinkee's. DIULIANSXSXSXS
Oh yes, i stepped on 10people's leg with my heel ^^
Drove home. High wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !!!!!!!!!!!!! :>

Sabina did not manage to enter the club, cb bouncer, fuck him man !
Girl, dont worry, We's had lots of fun on wavehouse okay ?











Love you girl !!!!!! :>

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Out w/ laytin.
Fucking clinic not open, how to get medi for him ?
Went to get my bird's nest .
Walkwalk, go here go there, Oh ! we found chair. si we sit down, slack .
For about afew hours, we rot there.
( rhyme right ?)

Haha, okay. then we started our madness. We want to imitate Lil- ahlians :>
We went to the toilet to get our hair done.
& started to kek one smile out.
&.... These were the result.








Laytin Aint at the right state of mind.

Hi, guys do i look like obama ?

Went to funan to get my pay w/ my girls.
Headed to marina square. working tomorrow. BORINGGGGGGGGGGGG !
Byeeeeee

Saturday, December 12, 2009
Heartfelt


Bishan to meet Dinghan, went town , heeren, 313, fareast, paragon, & galleria , taka.
Pratically the whole town, seriously ! we did not manage to really sit down , & i was wearing a 4inch heels. @%&^*$^%@$#!~#%^%
then we headed to novena, square 1 & 2, Homed.
Sorry dinghan, wasn't able to pass you the Lv bag.
I promise, i'd pass you by this weekend or so :D
Same to the ipod , & the shoe.
Didnt even get to buy anything, but at least, I ATE !:D

I cabbed all the way from bishan to redhill.
Bought carlsberg from 7-11 for god-daddy. ( which was a mistake for guinness was the only beer he drinks ) :(
Just got home now .

It's gonna be wordy now.

I really swear that i wished for you to be right next to me.
we're so close, but gaps between us were such broad, i can't even reach you.
It's our 3rd month today & you were like .......... Like nothing !
Shit you, i really dread to leave you , for only being able to see you once a week. This time more Hiong, 1 week after then can meet.
I was like " happy 3rd month, meeting me today ?"
You were like : " i'm working "
It's okay, but you should have at least wish me back !
But well, first expression of yours was " oi, why your face so black ?"
I : *shake head, lift my eyebrows *
You : say la, why so black ?
I : NOTHING LA ! *then turn off & teared*

Can you be more human-like ?
I can sense your non-welcomed expression sneaking out from your face.
I know i'm not belonging here, cause i dont feel anyone welcoming me.
Everyone was like * look, stare, go *
WHAT DID I DO WRONG, I SWEAR, I OFFENDED YOU ALL NOTHING, the last meet up was me buying cake over for C. was that even wrong ?

I was stoned, i cant do anything, but you dont seem to notice me at all, i even noticed the grim that you gave me which you didnt want to show, but i caught it,
I dont even know what you're trying to imply !
We ate at some railway station, i was darn hunngry, but you turned my appetite down.
You made me just wanna look at you instead of eating, cause i can feel the bloat even looking at you.
you were hinting me of something, which i gave no care to at all. i walked off . How does it feel ? I feel no existing traces of my footstep at all in your eyes, talk less about your heart.
I guess i meant nothing to you.
I were crying on the phone a moment ago with you.
You went on talking & talking about how lethargic you were & your schedule for tomorrow. & asking if i wanna meet you tomorrow @ Steven's
Should i even go ? cause i dont belong @ all.
I swear i got the answer for me being an obstruction.
I caught afew glimse of you looking @ her in some ways, think i'm over-reacting or am i really over-my-limits.
I've never been this way before, even gordon couldn't manage to break my heart this deep to an extend which i dont even wanna know you .
What to do now that i've seen the other side of you ?
Who'll i spent this christmas with ?

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Friday, December 11, 2009
Let's blog about what i ate :

7th december : one plate of fried kway teow. Feed ants, smaller than the size of my hand , for the whole day
8th december : One fillet o' fish for the whole day
9th december : fried kway teow & otahs for the whole day
10th december :One cup noodle for the whole day
11th december (today) : Pratically, nothing. & i doubt i'd have anything to eat, no instant noodles, no biscuit, no nothing. Only water, damn bloody plain water.
Thankyou.
I swear i'd faint or be in coma. friends around me knows how , a big eater i am. & now ? Seriously, i can faint anytime, no energy even to lift the ciggarette into my mouth.